She deserved flowers on her door steps,
to be held tight when she felt like she was alone,
she deserved to be fought for.
The thing is, she never received the flowers,
She never accumulated the relationship where someone
would give up their time for her.
She knew she wasn’t worth it at this point,
so she never let anyone fight for her.
Let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor
when there is a perfectly fine table behind us.
We can go to the movies and sit in the back row
just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time.
We’ll paint the rooms of our house
and get more paint on us than the walls.
We can hold hands and go to parties we end up
ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub.
and slow dance with me in our bedroom
with an unmade bed and candles on the nightstand.
Let me love you forever.
Please know that if you date me, I am a very touchy person. I will like to pet your head and hold your hand, rub your shoulders or hug you a lot. Simply put, to physically feel you in some way is very comforting to me and I can’t really apologize for it, it just feels natural to me and makes me happy.